Random late night thought (1)

I can live without you… But my heart doesn’t want to.

It’s my feelings. Why is it your responsibility to make me hate you?

Or is it just me in delusion? If it’s just me, why did you show me how it is to be with you when I was fine seeing you from afar?

Was it all lie? Was it fun messing with my feelings?

I wish I could hate you after you said but I can’t.